bad day..

today is not a happiness day for me..quite boring, sad, lonely etc..
wanna now why? it just came from me,, my false actually..my mum just told me that i have to pay a jpj summon..this summon was last year summon n i really not expected that i have to settle this summon..its not a twenty or thirty,,but 300 ringgit..it a lot money for me..might be i not so care if this my first summon.but this is my third summons..i feel so so waste my money..how u guys feel if we have to pay a some money but not getting any?? suck..! but i still cant blame anybody..its my false i know..

i just want someone outside there help me or motivate me..i really blank now..what i suppose to do now??